I got into a fight with my significant other realizing I am only worth what he wants at the time he wants me around. I know that I used to be worth so much to my friends and family. Now in order for me to find what my worth is. I wanted to have so much more from my life and this relationship. I know the only way to improve that relationship is to ended with not letting him see me or contact me. He doesn't know how to respect people or his self. I tried everything without driving myself crazy. I have started hating myself and not caring about the people around me. Now I will find a way to make everything okay or I will just go insane. I ask all that read this to pray for me so I will not be doing crazy things like staying out in the cold when there are places I can stay at. Tonight I am staying out in the cold. I lost my keys or maybe he stole them because he wanted to punish me. Either way I have no sleeping bags to sleep with. I did grab my clothes from yesterday, so I will go into the restroom and change into them to layer before I go sit on a bench to fall asleep. Tomorrow I will look in the last place I thought I saw them. If they are not there I will go purchase a new lock and keys.
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